Saturday, October 17, 2009

two last wishes

quick updates from me :

a. winter comes ! 2 hr yg lalu bhkn uda saljuan dsini. parah parahh. gw br ngerasain 2x winter sih dsini. tp seinget gw 2007 n 2008 tuh salju br mulai turun pas december deh. pas gw d frankfurt malah saljunya minim scara dsana penuh sm kantor rumah n mobil. which means kalopun saljuan, saljunya ga akan numpuk bgd karena tanahnya panas. geez. global warming bnran nii. ayo donk do something ! gamau kan kl abad depan kita smua hrs ksana kmari sambil berenang n pake masker oksigen krn es d kutub pada cair smua ? ato kebayang ga kl nanti indo tenggelam ? huff

b. holiday ends ! stelah 3 bln penuh ongkang ongkang kaki n kerjaannya cm makan tdr online jalan² ngabisin duit, akhirnya dtg jg tuh the real life *or the real hell*. mulai lg kuliah pagi sampe sore, ngerjain tgs ga putus², ngedumel kanan kiri krn ga ngerti dosennya ngmg apa, minjem buku setebel² batu bata, ngafalin script, etc etc. dan dgn gw pindah jurusan berarti makin beratlah tanggung jawab yg ada. heheh. tp yaa scara gw bercita² masuk jurusan itu, harus dnikmati lahh. kita liat hasilnya 3 taun kdepan (:

c. vermieter sialaan ! sprechstunde mundur 2 minggu, trus sekalinya dy blg gw hrs tlvn hr kamis, eh orgnya mlh urlaub k nordsee. busett. winter gini urlaubnya ke nordsee deh. pulang² bau amis br tw rasa loe. cepet pulang woii. gw uda gatel pgn tanda tgn mietvertrag nii

d. ada bbrp org dan tmp yg sminggu ini mampir ke kepala gw. dan modelnya sangat bervariasi. mampirnya pun ga pake permisi. ada yg bikin gw inget simply krn dgr suara knalpot mobil, ada yg bkin gw deja vous krn dgr ada org yg ngmg dgn intonasi yg biasa dpake sm dia, ada yg bkin gw bengong sndiri stlh ga sngaja liat fotonya, ada yg dgn cueknya jd cameo d mimpi gw, and some more. why cant we turn back the time ?

e. john legend lg jd juara d playlist gw. heheh. dont u worry bout a thing, where did my baby go, sun comes up, stay with u, n bbrp lagu lg yg gw ga inget judulnya. kpn dia konser d jerman ya ? pgn ntn deh gw *impulsiv* halahh, ky kbanyakan uang aja loe teii

f. sometimes i hope that time could stop ticking. bukan krn lg bnyk pikiran ato ga pgn liburan berakhir, tp yahh. this could be one of the best time in my life. wish i could still working while studying, wish i could have more time for those people around me, wish i could knock at my moms door and say hello even just for a second, wish i could have my car here, driving around when its too cold to walk, i wish i wish i wish. well i guess i have too many wishes to be wished (:

g. plng kerja kelaperan, mch hrs numpang mandi dtmp tmn, pulang jalan kaki krmh ngelawan angin, someway bkin gw miris sndiri. two last wishes for tonite : berharap keran air panas kmr mandi gw cpt betul spy gw bs mandi drmh dgn tentram tanpa hrs numpang dan berharap cepet dpt wohnung baru spy bs pindah. geez ich brauch unbedingt eine wundertat !

Monday, October 5, 2009

trashtalking

selesai sumpah serapah sama schlemmerfilet yg gatot, iseng gw ngrefresh twitter. then i found my friend, anggana bunawan just wrote smthg at joko anwars twitter. tergelitik krn inget omongan ttg org yg bakal jalan kaki bugil ke circle K kl followersnya mencapai 3000 itu, gw klik namanya. then i found his blog.

honestly gw sm skali gtw siapa joko anwar. ga ngerasa pnh dgr ato baca namanya dmanapun. but back then, reading his blog while enjoying an unenjoyable schlemmerfilet helped me to finish the dinner. some good read will always do. feels like find another abwechslung from my super boring day. unter der woche während der ferien kerjaan gw ya bgini aja. bgn jm 10an, skt gigi cuci muka, online. poop, beresin kmr, online. ga breakfast lgs loncat lunch, telvonan, online. chatting sm anak² kl mrk lg ga sibuk, makimaki cuaca yg mulai ga friendly, ngcheck kurs euro, online. well bwt check kurs euro aja otomatis gw hrs online. brarti memang seharian gw ga bs jauh² dr laptop. dan herannya dengan asupan vitamin A yg sangat minim, mata gw ttp resist sm yg namanya kacamata. gigi gw jg gada yg bolong. klamaan ol dan gigi bolong kyny emank gada hubungannya. aber egal.

trus hp gw bunyi dan masuklah sms dr nykp. she was goin to sleep and told me that she'll out for swimming class tomorrow morning. geez. my very bery lovely mom. 45 years old. having a swimming class. pagi pagi buta pula. knp pagi² buta ? krn kl uda siangan dikit bakal ada bnyk kutu² bocah yg mw berenang jg dan dy jd ga PD krn bodynya uda ga sebohay gw. ga deng. krn kl kutu bocah itu uda pd msk kolam renang, mnrt nykp akan tercipta gelombang² air yg bkin dy jd ga bs berenang maju. dy ngrasa arah renangnya berubah 90° kesamping. ok teori yg ckp bagus mam. oh one more thing : dy ga berenang sendirian melainkan dtemani buaya buaya lucu piaraannya. ga deng. dy renang brg geng centil yg isinya ibu² rumpi lincah lainnya. astaga kl gw jd trainernya ibu² itu, gw lbh milih bertahan 2 jam dgn gaya batu d dasar kolam drpd ngadepin ibu² segambreng. tp trainer nykp n geng rumpinya itu enjoy² aja tuh. knp ? krn dy sndiri berjenis kelamin perempuan walopun ga tll suka rumpi. mgkn krn uda kbanyakan nelen kaporit.

kl ada yg mulai bertanya² knp mndadak tercium bau sampah dr monitor yg menayangkan blog gw ini, janganlah cemas kawan. postingan gw ini, just like my other old posts, memang selalu nyampah. alasannya adalah karena :
a. gw uda bosen liburan melulu dr july kmrn
b. gw uda ga betah pgn pindah dr rmh yg skr
c. gw uda pegel drumah trus snin - jumat without doing anything usefull
d. gw br tw kmrn, walopun uda feeling dr september, kl arbeitsvertrag gw ga dperpanjang
e. gw ga betah sm herbst kali ini apalagi winternya - must be tod kalt
f. gw sangat gespannt sm semester kali ini - apakah ujian gw akan lulus smua just like smstr kmrn ?
g. anw ujian, gw br liat rata² nilai gw scr kseluruhan d website kampus td siang n kaget menemukan 2 buah nilai 1. zoologie dan zellbio. amazing. mengingat kl vorlesung zellbio kerjaan gw tdr dan kl zoologie gw motongin hewan. hahah
h. gw harap harap cemas liat angka konto gw - nungguin gaji mode : on
i. gw kangen nykp, kangen rumah, kangen buddies, kangen si hitam
j. gw kangen dpeluk sm si 10 mei - dan bodohnya lg dy blm ada inet sampai sekarang

dan sekarang gw multitasking twitter - blog - ym - fb. trus akhirnya bingung sndiri mana yg mw dduluin. tp kyny chat lbh mnarik deh. hahah

Saturday, October 3, 2009

random notes

11.05.09
kita bisa kan ? kita mw mncoba bljr spy jd bisa kan ? gw mw ko, mencoba ngertiin hal² dr loe yg gw blm ngerti skr. loe jg mw kan ? gw siap ko, ngadepin obstacles yg ada ddpn nanti. loe jg siap kan ? teamwork yah ! gw akan bantuin loe bgn saat loe jatuh ko. gw siap nampung cerita² loe, either good or bad. u got, u get, and u'll always get me on ur back.

19.05.09
i dont mean to make ur day become worse. just wanna tell u how i feel. maybe u wont ever read this but its ok. i'll just keep it for myself. so later, if we get problems, i can reflect from this paper. there will be time and i'll show u this and another papers with their stories about u, and me, about the path we've through, about anything. cuz u are worth to fight for dear.

26.05.09
wow 5 hr lg bln mei slsai. feels just like yesterday when i saw u in the airport. taking picts at main. seminar geje d nürnberg. etc. and when i look back, it was almost a month ago ! welcome june, welcome klausuren, u are going to fh soon, summer holiday (worauf ich mich so sehr freue) and my birthday (unimportant) are near ! hahahah.
if u need ur private time, just let me know. gw gmw jd penghambat loe. gw mw loe maju hari demi hari. u arent alone and u'll never be. we are here for u, hand in hand.

18.06.09
too rude to be written

25.06.09
well itu sbnrny ga mnjawab pertanyaan krn die frage lautet : was hast du so gemacht dass ich mich auf dich auffallen lasse ? well. maybe cuz u did nothing. neither did i. kita sama² effortless to get closer miteinander. till i saw u. yes i think and i believe i see u indeed. i cant explain cuz im not sure what i see. but i see u through and i see the real u. and i just fall in love with u.

16.07.09
u have done ur best so far. and u deserve the best things too, like i have told u once in the old chat. see ? die sind vorbei, u succeed, u survive, u stay sobber in one piece. damn im so happy for u ! now its my turn. dann haben wir unsere ferien. lay down lazily on the grass, enjoying the windblow, watching the cows eat - ok yg trakhir ga relevant. aber hauptsache FERIEN !

irgendwannmal aber neulich
tjaa. kl bgini lg, loe inget kita aja lah. inget smua yg uda djalanin. for all its worth.



yeah, for all its worth baby