Monday, July 20, 2009

nothing particular

actually theres nothing particular in these days. just me, my campus life *with its fucking exams*, my job, my bathrooms pump, and the lifes around me. well kurz gesagt : das allgemeine leben. nothing particular. wie auch immer. really (:

tp entah knp malam ini gw jd aga sdikit paying attention sm hal kecil. hr ini dmulai dgn gw bgn jm 11 siang stlh kmrn br plng jm 1 pagi dr kerjaan. bgn krn nykp sms, nanyain gw uda bgn ato blm krn skr uda jm 11 n gw ada klas jm 3 sore. trus makan, cek email, nemu besichtigungstermin dr org yg rmhny mw gw liat bsk jm 2 siang, chatting sm tmn gw d münchen, trus tlvnan sm nykp sampe jm stgh 3 sore. trus gw brgkt k kmps n klas smpe jm 5 sore. pulang, makan lg, tlvnan sm org yg lg asik motongin bawang krn mw bikin soto betawi, download skriptum zoologie, dan zufällig gw liat kluar jendela kmr gw.

laptop gw skr pindah k atas meja bljr yg ngadep persis k jendela kmr. ddpn kmr gw ada deretan pohon maple, yg kl lg autumn daunnya banyak bgd dpungutin sm org² krn bentuknya emank bgs bgd. dan dr sela² pohon maple itu mch ada sisa² sinar matahari sore. ok skr emank uda mw jm 10 malm, tp berhubung dsini lg sommer, mthr mch ada sampe jm 10an. trus liat siluet pohon dgn background langit sore yg bersih bgd plus gumpalan² awan n 1 pswt terbang lewat d atas rmh. nothing particular right ? dtemenin sm chris cendana d myspace n hot chocolate milk, gw yg tdny mw bljr zoologie bwt test hr rabu jd abgelenkt. hey. life couldnt be better than this !

lets put them in a list :

i have a super mom
she can make up my mood egal was mir passiert ist. sie ist immer da. through good n bad times. happy n sad. glück und pech. gesund und krank. laughs n tears. i cant write much enough to describe how lucky i am to have her as my mom. its just.. i love her (:

i have good friends
ga peduli gw lg bete ato seneng, mrk mw aja dengerin curhat gw, dan tanpa malu² permisi jg srg curhat sm gw. kita emank ga sll bs ngch lösung bwt satu sm lain, but at least sampah loe keluar. egal ttg kuliah, pacar, bonyok, dirty secrets, dreams, fears, anything. dan mrk sll menyenangkan d ajak jln. even gw kdg ga nahan sm ngaretnya mrk, but hey. u cant ask for a better friend than those !

i enjoy my school time (or at least until now)
trotz allen klausuren und testat, verrückten dozenten und dozentinnen, ekligen tieren, i enjoy my school. even skr gw lg ada d phase mw gila krn klausur, gw tw gw ga sendirian. n kondisi gw ga lbh buruk dr tmn² gw. td ada 1 yg curhat kl dy ga lulus klausur fisika. n gada nachklausur bwt fisika. it means dy hrs ngulang fisika smstr dpn brg sm math n biostatistik. gw sndiri blm tw gmn klausur math n statistik gw kmrn, but yeah. i have done my best n am twisting my finger. satu²nya hal yg bs mompa smgt gw skr adlh sommerferien (: heheheh. please come soon, dear holiday !

i have a nice job
kmrn ada yg br blg ktny gw lg workaholic dan itu lucu. well itu smskl ga lucu yaa. heheh. ok gw skr krja mlulu even lg exam week. tp kan gw krja cm weekend doank. ga stiap hr 7 jm ky wkt ferien slsai fsp kmrn. well it was worse. krja stiap hr bolak balik ffm mainz itu exhausting. aplg kl loe kena diare dtengah² hr krja loe :p but honestly. im enjoying my work for now. nice peoples, nice payment, nice supervisors, nice place, nice trinkgeld auch. lmyn bgd bwt taschengeld. hahah !

i have all the things genügend
berat badan cukup, tinggi krg 10cm, makanan ada d dpr, gw ga pnh klaperan, uang ada cukup d konto walopun d dompet lbh srg kosong drpd ada, rambut tumbuh normal, poop sehari sekali *eww*, hp flatrate ada, inet unlimited cm 10 euro per 3 bln, housemates ga gila, bantal guling kesayangan d atas tmp tdr, selimut 2 kelipet rapi, kamar gemütlich even tanpa tv. oh ga. gw ga lg pamer kekayaan krn gw smskl ga kaya dlm hal materi. gw lbh prefer kaya dr segi rohani drpd skdr fisik dan nempel d badan. gw lbh seneng mensyukuri apa yg gw pny drpd pusing mikirin apa yg belum gw pny. percaya aja, apa yg loe punya skr itu uda cukup porsinya. dan loe ga akan pnh kekurangan (:

i have u
egal siapapun yg bc tulisan ini. gw bersyukur krn gw pny loe. dan loe pny gw. so we will never be alone in this crowded world. hey kamu. semangat ! (:



bunch of love,
stella

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

wise words from stranger

here come klausur wochen ! dan gw mch ttp dgn mood percaya ga percaya ngadepinnya. bisa ga bisa ga. YA HARUS BISA LAH STELLA ! JANGAN BIKIN MALU !

trus kmrn gw nemenin tmn gw nyari wohnung d mainz. ab nächstes semester dy mw ngelanjutin s2 dsini. dan sodara² sekalian. nyari rmh itu makin skr makin susah. egal mw studentenwohnheim oder privat wohnung. kl mw wohnheim nungguinnya bs sampe jebot. kl privat wohnung nyarinya untung²an. banyak yg bagus bgd lage n gebäude-nya tp harganya bikin loe berharap bs bayar miete pake bulu ketek blom lg kl loe hrs byr provition makler. blakhh ! ada yg bagus aja lage gebäude n harganya tp biasanya yg ky gt cepet bgd d ambil org lain. uda ky lomba panjat pinang pokonya. ada jg yg bagus n murah tp biasanya yg ky gt umgebungnya tuh am arsch der welt. buset mw k bahnhof aja bs 30 mnt sndiri. bayangin cb kl loe plng malm dr luar kota uda gada bis lg. mw zu fuß jg uda ogah duluan. ada sih yg murah d tngah kota tp biasanya yg ky gt tuh altes gebäude. yg kl loe injek lantainya quietschen ky mw roboh sebangunan. naja gw ga blg WG gw yg skr perfekt sih. lantainya jg suka squeaking kl d injek n duschbeckennya ada d dapur *dont u dare to laugh*. aber naja. es geht noch. 3 haltestellen vom hbf entfernt, gute busse und bahnen verbindungen, schlecker lidl aldi in der nähe, unter 300 € monatsmiete. what can u ask for more ? tja. aufzug braucht man noch :p aber klein bisschen sport schadet ja auch nicht ne ?

oke gw melenceng dr jalur. jd kmrn kita liat 1 wohnung d daerah gonsenheimer spieß. warm miete 240 € inkl. internet. aber waschmaschine hat man gar nichts. sehr ruhig, angenehm zum lernen, grüne lage und so lala. actually i dont wanna talk about that house. gw mw ngmgin ivanna, die heutige mieterin. dy kuliah sozialpädagogik n skr lg diplom arbeit. sie ist 30 jahre alt. dgn umur segitu harusnya dy uda dpt bnyk asam garam dunia. and she does. we talked for quiet a long time till finally reached the main topic. as usual : life stuff.

kmrn malm dy planning mw kluar kota krn dsana mw ada something like hippies party n tmn² dy dr swedia uda pd nyampe. dan dy gleichzeitig hrs umziehen, einpacken barang²nya, nerima org² yg mw besichtigungstermin liat kamar, dan mikirin klausuren yg rata² br mulai minggu dpan. kl gw ada d stelle dy mgkn gw bs explodieren saat itu. oia plus dy lg flu *dan kyny gw skr ketularan*. tp trus dy mch mw bantuin tmn gw yg mw pindahan itu bwt scanning fragebogen n bürgschaftserklärung, mch nawarin kita buah or tee even kita sblumnya ga knal smskl, mch freundlich bgd, mch curcol, mch smpt promosiin bbrp tmn cowonya yg mch batangan k gw n tmn gw *yg tentunya kita tolak krn sama² uda ky wc*, even dy mch smpt ngch bbrp alamat arbeitsstelle k tmn gw yg sama² interested kerja sosial just like ivanna herself. trus dtengah² curhatnya dy blg, gw lupa intronya gmn, tp intinya dy blg gini

hauptsache muss man immer willen haben weil man davon kräfte kriegt

gw yg tdny cengengesan lgs mingkem. dan mikir. sbnrny apa sih mslh loe skr stell ? stress ujian ? ah ujian kan emank sll stressig. dan sbnrny itu bukan maSALAH krn gada yg SALAH dgn ujian itu sndiri. cm kdg cara kita memperlakukan ujian itu yg salah. jd kita melihat keseluruhan ujian itu sbagai suatu keSALAHan. trus apalagi ? homesick ? yaolo loe br plng 2 bln februari kmrn. jgn manja lah. u just have to wait a lil bit longer till u can see ur family again *even august 2010 is definitely NOT a bit longer*. but hey. there are still thousand interesting things, die du erfahren kannst, during summer n the next winter holiday. whats wrong with another white christmas ? of course theres nothing wrong with another weihnachtsmarkt rite ? glühwein, marzipan schokolade, verdammte dicke jacke, whats wrong with them ? nothing ! *oh yeah am trying to persuade myself. HAHAHA*

yeah. cm berharap yg terbaik yg sesuai dgn effort slama ini. ga cm bwt gw. bwt smua yg lg klausur d uni n studkol, smua yg FSP or nunggu ergebnis FSP, smua yg lg dpt ujian dr hidupnya msg² juga boleh (: semangat !

Monday, July 6, 2009

perfecto

cloudy sky - blues from soulvibe - fresh fragranced laundry - zoologie script


lernen mode : on (: