when the lights burn out

when its cold, i think of u and things feel like old times
and the laughs we had warm me inside
my mind is at ease
when thinking of u and me

had a fight on our last go round
no idea my world would come right down
with nothing left to hold
its crazy to know that u would still be there

and i want u to know, i will be here till my hair falls out
and shining when the lights burn out
and i know its been a while but i cant help a smile
when u turn my world upside down
yes i know its been years since we ve talked on the phone this long
and didnt say who was wrong
lets try to make this right
and i need some of u in my life

take some time to reflect on the day that our friendship was set aside
by the words that got mixed up in my mind
a simple flaw is enough to destroy us all
i admit i was wrong but dragging this out too long
was enough to make me write this song
and say im sorry for all the things i ve done

and i want u to know, i will be here till my hair falls out
and shining when the lights burn out
and i know its been a while but i cant help a smile
when u turn my world upside down
yes i know its been years since we ve talked on the phone this long
and didnt say who was wrong
lets try to make this right
i say i need some of u in my life
when the lights burn out

chris cendana

blkgn, ada waktunya gw ngrasa world is spinning too fast. n gw gada tiang ato apapun bwt pegangan. gw gmw jatuh, gw gmw kebawa angin. gw gmw ngikutin emosi n hati gw. kali ini gw butuh rasio n logika gw. shortly i hate to feel this way. an undescribeable feeling. als ob du schmetterlinge im bauch hast. as if u are stuck in the middle of something. as if u are feeling guilty for leaving the old for the new one. melangkah maju emank ga pnh salah ko. asalkan loe tw loe mw melangkah kmana. bukan asal melangkah n tb² get lost. tp kadang walopun loe uda tw loe mw kmana, ada jg saatnya loe dihadapkan sm crossroad. 4 jln itu pny plus minus msg² n smuanya sama² menantang. saat itu loe hrs bkin konklusi yg tepat dgn waktu yg ga bnyk n loe hrs meminimalisir smua unsur negativ dr jalan yg akan loe pilih.

knp blkgn gw ngmgin jalan mlulu ya ? hahah gw jg kyne ahnung. jalan gw mch pjg sih, i know that. n smua ups n downs yg gw berhasil ato gagal lewatin slama ini, uda sdikit bnyk membantu gw bwt nentuin arah jln slanjutnya. mantep ga arahnya ? 70% mantep ko. 30% sisanya gw simpen bwt bumbu² jalanan. entah itu debu, kecipratan air, panas matahari, ato mungkin nemu uang 50 euro dpinggir jln yg akan gw lewatin nantinya. menengok k blkg boleh ga ? boleh ko, bwt refleksi diri aja. tp jgn nengok tll lama, nanti loe jd ga fokus sm jlnannya trus ksandung batu. ato nabrak tiang. ato tb² ddpan loe jalan buntu tp loe ga nyadar. kl uda begitu, cepet² deh loe ngadep dpan lagi before its too late.