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11.05.09
kita bisa kan ? kita mw mncoba bljr spy jd bisa kan ? gw mw ko, mencoba ngertiin hal² dr loe yg gw blm ngerti skr. loe jg mw kan ? gw siap ko, ngadepin obstacles yg ada ddpn nanti. loe jg siap kan ? teamwork yah ! gw akan bantuin loe bgn saat loe jatuh ko. gw siap nampung cerita² loe, either good or bad. u got, u get, and u'll always get me on ur back.

19.05.09
i dont mean to make ur day become worse. just wanna tell u how i feel. maybe u wont ever read this but its ok. i'll just keep it for myself. so later, if we get problems, i can reflect from this paper. there will be time and i'll show u this and another papers with their stories about u, and me, about the path we've through, about anything. cuz u are worth to fight for dear.

26.05.09
wow 5 hr lg bln mei slsai. feels just like yesterday when i saw u in the airport. taking picts at main. seminar geje d nürnberg. etc. and when i look back, it was almost a month ago ! welcome june, welcome klausuren, u are going to fh soon, summer holiday (worauf ich mich so sehr freue) and my birthday (unimportant) are near ! hahahah.
if u need ur private time, just let me know. gw gmw jd penghambat loe. gw mw loe maju hari demi hari. u arent alone and u'll never be. we are here for u, hand in hand.

18.06.09
too rude to be written

25.06.09
well itu sbnrny ga mnjawab pertanyaan krn die frage lautet : was hast du so gemacht dass ich mich auf dich auffallen lasse ? well. maybe cuz u did nothing. neither did i. kita sama² effortless to get closer miteinander. till i saw u. yes i think and i believe i see u indeed. i cant explain cuz im not sure what i see. but i see u through and i see the real u. and i just fall in love with u.

16.07.09
u have done ur best so far. and u deserve the best things too, like i have told u once in the old chat. see ? die sind vorbei, u succeed, u survive, u stay sobber in one piece. damn im so happy for u ! now its my turn. dann haben wir unsere ferien. lay down lazily on the grass, enjoying the windblow, watching the cows eat - ok yg trakhir ga relevant. aber hauptsache FERIEN !

irgendwannmal aber neulich
tjaa. kl bgini lg, loe inget kita aja lah. inget smua yg uda djalanin. for all its worth.



yeah, for all its worth baby