addicted ?

actually i dont really know what im gonna write in here. there were too many random things happened recently n i just cant help to classified them in boxes so i can get more free space in my head. but i got a very nice weekend for sure (: except that part on saturday morning. well its okay its over n lets turn into new page

first i got chemistry n math excercises which should be done before monday and wednesday. and sadly gw belum sentuh satupun. das problem ist einfach nur dass ich drauf gar keine lust hab. ich hatte 3 sau geile wochenenden nacheinander and im still craving for more. i just cant get enough. addicted ? hahah. nur der himmel weißt ! trus apa hubungannya geile wochenenden sm keine lust auf übungen ? ganz einfach : mood gw skr mood happy happy mulu ni. aber hallo. tgl 21 mei gw lbr. tgl 1 juni gw lbr lg. parah bgd gmn bawaannya jd ga pgn nyantai² mulu kl ky gt. huff

anw ngmg² tgl 21 mei. taun lalu tgl segitu gw lg otw k amsterdam k tmp anyo. anyo itu tmn gw sejak smp yg december 2008 kmrn mninggal krn leukämie. wish i could turn back the time, gw pgn bgd bikin foto yg bnyk slama gw 3 hr d amsterdam. wish i could capture more moments with him as long as he was still alive. wish i could be more usefull as a friend for him. its been a year since last may but it feels just like yesterday. sabtu dpan nykp gw ulang taun ke 45. 2 tmn gw ulang taun ke 20. umur mereka nambah lg 1 taun. tambah tua pasti. tambah dewasa n open minded ? nah itu gw gtw deh ya. kdg mind set yg uda tertanam dr kecil is difficult to be ajusted. hahah

dan kadang loe ga harus jalan jauh² to get ur happiness or to know where the rainbow ends. just take a look around n maybe they are sitting down there near ur toe. n yes, i get my happiness. the newest happiness came on friday eve (: what it was, i ll let u all to use ur imagination. im getting sleepy now by 8.50 pm n its not weird. hab fürs ganze wochenende insgesamt nur 10 std geschlafen. hahah. i think i ll finish my hw first before i sleep. well lick u around !




shit maan ! vermisse dich !